Anger is like a soul that gets things accomplished

hurrah for spending the day with a sense of overwhelming.. thing.. eugh, i don't even have the words. and it's not even like my vocabulary is terribly limited or anything, i just don't know how to describe it without sounding like a moron. so we'll just leave that be, shall we.

so. march. and apparantly, lent. I considered giving coke up for lent, but as i'm now no longer always carrying several cans of coke, and have been an atheist for god knows how long ^_^ i thought it was a little pointless. also, it only occurred to me to give something up after lent had started. so, not much good then.

the profile thing was/is today, and as may be pointed out from the lack of mention of it, i didn't realise i should be getting a ticket till the other day, and then they were sold out. which is annoying me now, 'cos i'm missing it, but i'll be over it. by tomorrow, probably. assuming andy/dave/whoever else don't decide to point out that missing it was a big deal. although i'm more likely to get annoyed at them, for trying to annoy me, or whatever. at least i wasn't the only one to not get a ticket. misery loves company, and all that.

karate today was normal, but we did some weird self defence stuff instead of katta and basics and whatnot. which meant simon throwing me around (well, and me throwing him around. but that wasn't painful for me, so it doesn't stand out as much) and i hung around with simon, ellis, dave b and mark(who also didn't have a ticket), for a while, until they went of to profile, and me off to.. home. to be bored, largely.

i may well be starting to feel nervous about the upcoming comms presentation. not entirely sure i want ABL and matt to be watching. or gills, really. not to mention the other guy in our group for presentations. and why in the name of all that is right and good in the world would i want mr warner to watch my presentation?

which i have yet to write. i'd say i was a master of procrastination, but it couldn't be proved. that'd mean putting effort into procrastinating, which would be a little contradictory.

i should write that thing tomorrow. speech on monday..

yikes.