The truth is you should have stayed in bed

I think I should get a gigantic sign for my room, to put on the wall next to my bed, or even above the bed, on the ceiling. what would this sign say, someone of an enquiring disposition might want to know? I think something along the lines of "get some sleep. any sleep at all. even a small amount is better than none, you COMPLETE FUCKING MORON. AT NO POINT WILL STAYING AWAKE ALL NIGHT BENEFIT YOUR MENTAL HEALTH"

ok, so to fit all of that on it'd have to be a reasonably sized sign anyway. but the point is, i can't beleive i would be so stupid. again.

on a slightly less light note, school restarted today. amazing how after only one day, my spirit and mind appear to have already attained a state of broken-ness. It's entirely possible that I may never get over it, shock therapy or no.

might help if i'd done some work over the holidays. or all of the work. then i wouldn't have been staying up all night to not do the work. yeah, don't ask.

Even now, after something like only two hours of sleep, my eyes are already feeling like they no longer want to bleed. eyes cannot physically BLEED. THEY SHOULD NOT FEEL LIKE THIS IS WHAT THEY SHOULD BE DOING.

as a result, i was rather irritable today. that, and opposed to any form of anything. ever. this resulted in me NOT going home early, for some absurd reason, despite the possibility of doing so at the start of lunch.

and no one will play liero. STILL. "Jimmy", the green, evil ninja computer, is not a worthy opponent, despite having perfect accuracy. And weapon bans don't seem to affect CPUs for some retarded reason. And there's no satisfaction in killing a computer, anyway.

I need a holiday. well, that, or copious amounts of alcohol. again.