Watching it burn to your fingertips

A rough three months of nothing, huh. I'd chastise myself a little if it weren't for everything that's been going on, but as it is, I think not posting a little ranty thing that no one ever reads on a little irrelevant corner of the internet is something I can cut myself some slack for.

So, I'm tired and don't have a huge amount of time anyway, so lets examine the most salient issues of the last few months...

I dropped out of university. This was a surprise to a large number of people, mostly because I was lying to everyone. Woops.

My family is gradually initiating a move back to Ireland. My two younger siblings have places in schools over there to start in late august/early september, and in almost exactly one calendar month they are going over with my mother to live and learn and all those other things. My father is contracted to work till roughly december of this year, but is or will soon be looking for work in Ireland so the family can be in the same country together and so on.

I do not want to move to Ireland. Indeed, I am not doing so. But them leaving means that not only do I have to find work, now, which has thus far proved no simple task, I will have to find somewhere to live around or before january.

All of which is a big barrel of fun, as you can no doubt imagine.

Now I feel like going to collapse upstairs, so I think that is what I am going to do.