Every balanced diet should be rounded off with several caffeine tablets a day

Ugh. weird week, and of course it would be topped off with the weirdest day. i can't go into that many specifics, and many people might not even say it was that odd, but it sure as hell wasn't normal. i decided last night to start an 'experiment' today, which largely involves a week of me avoiding the coke, and while this may appear vaugely sensible, replacing it with fizzy, flavoured water and caffeine tablets might mean the only difference is that i miss out on that bitter-sweet brilliance, but i'll probably just be using 'normal' water during next week. if i last long enough into next week, that is. i'll probably stick with the caffeine tablets, despite their apparant lack of effect. gotta get rid of those ones i bought today somehow, might as well use them to help me not die.

that being said, i had cravings for and/or withdrawal symptoms for most of the day. there was an extremely random point near the end of the day where i think i went more than a little insane, and had an odd moment of.. something sort of like clarity, but i've felt that before.. like a warped version of it, i guess.. it didn't last anyway. and i've had the oddest giddy feeling.

*wonders*