Fury + Powerlessness = Frustration

euch. so annoyed right now. can't even begin to go into why, it's complicated, and also, i just don't want to. secrets and lies isn't even the half of it. and to make matters worse, it's not the white hot, unbridled fury that results in damaged walls and broken knuckles, its a sort of intensified annoyance. which is probably worse.

also, parents evening wasn't too bad, but was terribly embarassing. and i appear to have got the appointments in the wrong order - they went from really good to sort of not great, but even my last appointment wasn't bad. as such. could've been worse.

the YE thing went badly too, we didn't seem very organised, and our products were well suited to christmas-coming-up periods but january.. just.. no. i spent a lot of time being the only person on the stall, and as such couldn't be directing people to it, having to guard the float and the stall in general. packed up about a half hour before the end, because.. there wasnt much point..