Love never wanted me

man, the past few days have been odd. mainly odd on the way home, in that i've had weird feelings. on monday, there was delirious happiness, and then yesterday there was a huge, ominous sense of forboding, like there was something big on the horizon, drawing closer, but still out of sight. and then today.. a general.. i don't know, bemusement? i wonder what tomorrows journey home will bring. possibly feelings of dread, what with the home then parents evening thing, but i won't know for sure till it happens.

*has nothing else to say*